annual blog post pt.2: electric boogaloo

with how long I disappear, y'all have most definitely grown up and gotten yourselves a family at this point, so go ahead and tell them I said 'hi'

after you've done that, sit down and relax as I give you some more insight into my life:

firstly, obviously, music

dropped a little experimental tape (experimental in the sense that it's a bunch of genres) titled '4RVR TAPE'. this tape was to showcase my versatility yet again, but in a more polished sense. I'm really proud of it, and a good amount of songs have received what I would describe as 'critical appeal'.

anyways, with everything I've gathered from all my years of production and vocalising, plus my own personal interests, I'm going to start locking in with creating my own sound. it probably won't be something you've never heard before, but it'll be me. a true reflection of myself. 100%

with that out of the way, let me vent about college.

it's uh... it's something.

for the first month or so, I was pretty antisocial, only staying inside, occasionally speaking to the couple of friends that were attending the same college, and of course, I was on my phone most of the time. however, as I finally broke out of my shell and actually walked outside of the admin room/library I was holed up in, I began to talk to more people, build more relationships, and now...

well, I mean, everything still sucks, kinda, but at least I have them.

in terms of actual education, uhhh, I'm not failing, so that's a plus?

besides all that, I'm still trying to find myself, or more, find my true self. the me that will no doubt hold me down.

oh, and one more thing before I sign off (*cough*until2025*cough*), I've been listening to A LOT of throwbacks lately, whether from the 80s or *my time* (think 2010s club anthems and such), so that's been fun.

anywho, this might just be the second longest post I've ever made, and I'll definitely have to account for the time I spent writing this by taking an extended break from it AHAHAHAAAAAA

no point in denying I never post, so I'll just embrace what I've become.

well, that's all from me.

hope you're doing well, as always.

stay tuned for what I have in store.

see you... in 2025 :)

(oh, and here's the first draft of this post)